New eternity in 5, 4, 3 …

There is no God willing to torture you for an eternity, because eternal torture is boring. There is no eternal happiness either. Eternal happiness requires both eternal awareness and your freezing in a particular state, but if you don’t change awareness is zero, therefore happiness is maximum right before it changes you so that you… Continue reading New eternity in 5, 4, 3 …

Painfully aware

Death is the one, single, great enemy I have. Nothing is more important to me than death. I have a limited timespan for existing. I will randomly meet the end of my timespan. This timespan might be shorter than I can possibly imagine. I’m not talking about accidents. I am talking about the genetically predetermined… Continue reading Painfully aware

There are two ways of living; one is giving meaning to life and the other is giving meaning to death.

We need to believe. We need to feel like death is not the end. but, the reality is it might very well be. Not the end in general, the end of you, whatever you are. I wish my mind will somehow preserve itself after death. I wish the hardly built personality made of so many lessons learned,… Continue reading There are two ways of living; one is giving meaning to life and the other is giving meaning to death.